For the person borned in 6 Jan 1989...
I noe u dun like apologies so i wun say that word even though i really really wanna say it. It's all my problem. I'm just not ready. U still young and have a lot of chances. Y not give urself more choices. Frankly speaking, I'm not a very nice guy to be with. I'm a stoner. Went out with u twice. 1st day we met is on 25th June 2005, my birthday. It was the 1st time spending my birthday out with a girl. Always spend with my family, never with any friends. U r the 1st. U r the 1st who brings me into a different world. But i'm just not prepared to go there. Maybe i'm not even fit to go there. I'm feeling very terrible. It wun be fair for u to contribute so much while i'm not doing a lot. Those 2 days we went out, u r the 1 who's toking and making the conversation lifely while i only listen and did not tok much. I'm not good with my english and we will sure have communication problems. We have so much difference in our hobby as well. We only sms each other to keep in contact. Going out is like impossible for us as we both r busy with our own stuff. I cant make ur day when u r sad. Maybe I just crea8 more prob for u.
However, I really appreciate those things u did for me and i will remember those time we spend together. I will improve on myself and hope i will be ready soon. Till then, hope u find the rite person.